Am Not Coping

[Zoe7]

Yes I am @utopia 

[Bubbles3]

Hi @zor7

[Zoe7]

@Bubbles3 Hi to you too Bubbly Boo 

[Bubbles3]

Im not doing to well @Zoe7

I hate life

[Zoe7]

oh that sucks @Bubbles3. I have been up and down today but trying really hard to not sink any deeper tonight. What's been happening for you? How is Gizmo?

[Bubbles3]

Having family problems @Zoe7

Dont want to be here. To the point were i dont care who i leave behind.

[utopia]

How have you been @Zoe7.

My son stayed over for 3 days and 2 nights this week. He had the Monday and then the Tuesday off school, and he said he needed to get some space from my mum. lol. So he came here. It was good.

My depression has faded since about last Friday. Still not a lot of motivation or energy, but it's a start.

How is Toby and Cat. Abbey and Dog are well. They are behaving mostly.

[Zoe7]

Oh @Bubbles3 I hate hearing that as I love having you around and would really like you to continue to be here. But I do understand how hard it is when you just can't see out of the darkness - it is a very isolating, lonely and scary place to be. I'll be here for a while if you want to chat about what is happening with family problems - or if you just want to chat about anything 

[Zoe7]

I haven't been good at all @utopia. I had a pretty traumatic few days last week and along with the change of meds again it has been really tough. I do think we are starting to get back to a better balance again with the meds but it really is a 'stop-gap' for now. Nights are pretty much the same but at least now I am not crying all day, every day and wanting to 'leave' every minute of every day - so I suppose that is progress lol

WOW - that is awesome news about your son. I bet you were jumping out of your skin with happiness 

I am so happy to hear your depression has improved a little. The motivation and energy will come eventually - no need to push it just yet hey - just go with the flow and you will be back to your mountain in no time 

Toby and Cat are good - both behaving. I am pleased you still have Abbey and Dog for company. Have you been talking to your plants? Mine are actually growing this year - it is amazing how much watering them can help lol

[Bubbles3]

Its just sh*t between me and hubby. @Zoe7

I cant handle it anymore. I dont want to be here. He is putting so stress on me. I keep on telling him but he just doesnt listen. Iv hade enough