Am Not Coping

[Snowie]

I know my sweet @Zoe7. I just wanted you to know that whatever I am going through, I still care about what is happening for you 

[Zoe7]

As do I care about you too @Snowie - we are a fine pair aren't we 

[Shaz51]

photos tomorrow @Zoe7 and he is not as cuddly like you Toby xx

[Zoe7]

Little puppy dogs are all cute though @Shaz51 - it will be a nice surprise for tomorrow then 

[Faith-and-Hope]

My fur baby behaved last night @Zoe7 ...... there was a 20min stint of barking around pumpkin hour .... then settled the rest of the night .... 🎉

It was me who was unsettled after the phone call I mentioned on plunge thread ..... but it was productive time.  Unable to sleep I looked up more info, which I will bounce off my psych tomorrow, and develop a plan to work with this next stage we have got going on.

Hi @Snowie .... 💕 ..... H is home now ?  Still sitting with you Hon ......

Hi @Shaz51 .... 🌷 ..... looking forward to the photos too.

[Snowie]

@Faith-and-Hope, yes H is home now, safer now

[Zoe7]

I did read that about your phone call @Faith-and-Hope You are the only one that can determine what is best for you and the kids - you are the one in that situation and you have been dealing with it a long time now. I know your friend is looking out for you but they aren't walking in your shoes either Hon - whatever you decide you know we will be walking with you - if that means I need to stick around then I can't think of any better reason to do so - give you back a little of what you give me every day 

[Faith-and-Hope]

Thank you @Zoe7 ...... I really appreciate that .....

My friends words were certainly food for thought, and she is passionate and decisive, so she would certainly have made different choices here .... but I believe you are right.  She is not the one working this, and understanding It’s complexities ..... and if the solution involved simply the courage to take action, I believe I have that.

She is right about one thing though, it is time to step up again ...... with every turn in the path, I need to step up again and work out what I can / should be doing in the face of the new changes rather than waiting to see how it pans out ..... I need to be an active participant.

I am glad to hear it @Snowie ..... and that you called him home ..... so proud you did that .... ❣️

[Zoe7]

I hear what you are saying @Faith-and-Hope and that takes great courage in the face of what confronts you. You don't know where the path will take you but you do know we are walking it with you. You have so far made the best choices for yourself and your family considering all the alternatives and I have no doubt that whatever path you do take from herein will also be the right one for everyone. Your kids are all growing up and beginning to find their feet - now maybe it is time for you to find yours again Hon 

[Faith-and-Hope]

Issues are surfacing in D3 now @Zoe7 ..... not sure she will be back at Uni next semester, and that incurs more pressure and interrogation, because there is no real explanation for that that mr. will be able to understand ..... so he might receive an explantation he doesn’t like from her psych .....

I need support to step up to this new change, and feedback as I go .....