Am Not Coping

[Faith-and-Hope]

Love and hugs @Zoe7 .....

We're off in the morning but I will pop in before we leave and later in the day ..... trusty iPad coming too .... !!!

[Zoe7]

On the postiive side - we will be in the same time zone for a little while @Faith-and-Hope. If the last week is anything to go by then I will most likely be up really earlier - but I am really hoping I can sleep tonight - and for a long time. The meds have made me quite tired tonight - more so than usual - so I do think I will be able to sleep - just need to hope for no flashbacks or nightmares (or paws to the head from Toby lol).

Are you only away for a week?

[Faith-and-Hope]

Yes .... only for a week.

I hope you do sleep peacefully and well @Zoe7 ..... it's my hope for you every night.

💚💐💕

[Zoe7]

oh @Faith-and-Hope - I think I lost that hope a long time ago but tonight I really need to get some sleep to make it through. I am really on edge but hoping that will pass soon with the increased meds. I will try to be here in the morning to check in with you... and I can then look forward to hearing about your week away.

Goodnight Hon - love ya 

[Faith-and-Hope]

Goodnight @Zoe7. ..... 😴💕

[Faith-and-Hope]

Good morning @Zoe7 ..... 💚💐💕 .... all packed up and heading to your time zone in a few hours ......

Hi to @Sans911 @Former-Member @Former-Member @oceangirl @Adge @CheerBear @Phoenix_ Rising and anyone else who is around in the Octagonal Room this morning .....

[Sans911]

@Faith_&_Hope Good morning to you. Wishing for you safe travels and a pleasant holiday

[Faith-and-Hope]

Thanks @Sans911 .... 💕

[Zoe7]

Morning @Faith-and-Hope It took me a while to get to sleep and I awoke a few times during the night then was up about 4am. Have been dozing on and off all morning on the couch. I am really tired still but doing ok so far. Have GP app at 2pm so will need to head out about 40mins before that to allow for enough time (and stops if needed). I will probably sleep a little when I come home today if my last trip was anything to go by - so tiring!!!

Hope you have a good trip and can't wait to have you in the same time zone - actually something to be happy about  

[Faith-and-Hope]

Yes, it is something to be happy about @Zoe7 ..... 💐💕

I am feeling all awash today. It's one thing for your kids to grow up and leave home as a natural progression, different when they are having to bail ..... it hurts that S2 will be leaving under these conditions, but it is necessary for his mental health that he leaves this dysfunctional dynamic ..... and that has to come ahead of how I feel.

It's good to have the distraction of getting everybody and everyone you hang ready to go.

💚