Am Not Coping

[Zoe7]

Just resting amongst my petals while I wait @Faith-and-Hope ......

[Faith-and-Hope]

Tell me if you want me to re-post it to the other thread when it comes through @Zoe7 ..... 💐💚💕

[Zoe7]

That cake is just as beautiful as the first one @Faith-and-Hope 

Me thinks I am going to roll out my door after today LOL

[Faith-and-Hope]

The purple one was my favourite, but I thought this one was more you, so I saved it for this special day  ..... 

Keeping things special is one of my coping tools @Zoe7 ..... am looking to catch up with my mum’s best friend this time over here, if I can.  She is not here and I will have to travel for a bit, so things need to align for that to happen .....

Wondering what my Mum would make of our predicament.  One thing is for sure .... she would have held steady through it, like she did with her own illness .... her example gives me courage and strength.

You remind me of her .....

💚💚💚

[Former-Member]

@Zoe7thinking of you today hun  

Morning @Faith-and-Hope

[Faith-and-Hope]

Morning @Former-Member ....💜

[Zoe7]

......so it has only taken me until not even 10am today to cry @Faith-and-Hope wtg you 

That is possibly one of the nicest things anyone has ever said to me as I know how much you loved, respected and admired your Mum... that is a truly special sentiment Hon - how special to I feel now!!! 

[Zoe7]

Goodmorning @Former-Member - took me a second through my blurry tear-filled eyes to find the reply button. So lovely to 'see' you this morning. Did you sleep?

[Former-Member]

@Zoe7oh hun, not a good start to the day then. Got about an hours sleep but thats it. Did you get any?

[Former-Member]

Hi @Zoe7, its a while since I saw you.  My fault, I just havent been doing the rounds here much in a while.  Tending to hide out a bit lately.  Anyway, sorry to read that the meds are still not helping you.  What is it now, 2 weeks or a little more since you started on these latest ones?  It does take a while for them to 'kick in' usually.  Hopefully that will still happen.  I hope today is a better day for you.  @Faith-and-Hope Wow - what a beautiful cake!  @Catcakes - Hi there, is so lovely to see that you feel right at home here on the forums now.  I know you had a difficult start, but its worth the perceverence.  It really is a most supportive place, with so many beautiful people here.  And you're now one of those.  Hi also @Former-Member @Bubbles3.

Sherry