Am Not Coping

[Faith-and-Hope]

That image is gorgeous @Former-Member ..... ❣️

[Former-Member]

@Zoe7always in my thoughts hun 

[Zoe7]

@Faith-and-Hope @Former-Member for you both tonight 

[Former-Member]

@Zoe7thanks for checking in 

[Faith-and-Hope]

Oh Zoe7 ..... that is soooo beautiful ❣️

Each one is better than the last .....

I am (finally) on my way home to post on the 12 Days to Christmas thread ..... I knew I should have done it first thing this morning .....

I have ended up out all day, but at least alll my leaky tears have stopped.

I hope you are managing some sleep Hon .....

@Former-Member ..... the image you posted earlier has only just shown up in my phone when I checked into this thread this time. It was blank apart from words earlier in the day ... sometimes happens with my phone and the forums (?) ..... lovely colours in that one too.

💐💜💕🦋

[Zoe7]

@Faith-and-Hope no sleep - last 3 days around 5 hours in total - night meds doubled from tonight - see how that goes  pdoc and go today - frustrated with gp as again didn't let me 'talk' (she did all the 'talking') but just think she doesn't know what to do anymore and is deflecting  pdoc knows I'm suffering but can only do what she can do 

sorry to hear you have had leaky eyes and sorry I'm not around for you - it is breaking my heart here but the alternative is very dangerous for me atm (know you understand but it still hurts that you are hurting and I can't help )

[Faith-and-Hope]

I think this is some sort of “back-wash” for me at the moment @Zoe7 .... it happened a couple of weeks ago too .... just a crying day.  It must be a natural reaction going on, but I will be okay.

Its you we need to worry about .....

Hugs n hugs Hon .... please just keep doing what you can do to keep yourself safe.  You know I am missing you, but I understand.  Your first priority is to yourself.

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[Zoe7]

Don't worry about me Hon - nothing more anyone can do @Faith-and-Hope 

Not surprised you are having these types of days - so much to deal with 

I miss you too @Faith-and-Hope - so much 

Bye Hon 

[Faith-and-Hope]

💐💚💕 @Zoe7 .....

[Zoe7]

@Faith-and-Hope really struggling here - don't know what else to do