rough time

[outlander]

@Snowie 💜💜

thanks for the understanding @Appleblossom
it just gets so frustrating and pressurised sometimes. esp now since its the school holidays as well, cant seem to do anything right. there needs to be a clone of me or something.
pops never better, he doesn't even remember what he says to me after a few hours so I know I shouldn't take it personally but its hard and so draining. just seems to reinforce that I don't seem to be much of a person.

[Maggie]

@outlander  This is what we see.💜

[CheerBear]

Just calling by with a hi and some ❤ @outlander. Thinking of you x

[Maggie]

Me too @outlander 💜💕

[outlander]

thank you @CheerBear @Maggie
Morning to you both ☕🧡

have been out of bed since 6 (on and off all night anyway, think that ones contributed by nerves and stressing to get all on the list sorted out ) to try and finish what I had on my list to do but pops still asleep and im needing to make abit more noise lol. he has drs at 9 so im going to drop him off and get one thing I needed to do while hes there.
the house is mostly clean except a few little things and changing pops sheets and bed covers but I cant while hes still in bed, mopping floors and vaccuming. already done all that to my room yesterday.
have horses to do this morning along with groceries for pop while im away so still quite abit to do. was trying to get a coles delivery but the need payment upfront but my pay goes in today rather then yesterday so that canned that plan.
i don't have to leave till about 1230ish though as i go an email later last night saying i didn't have to go to pre-admission, just have to ring between certain hours to get a time and some further details. still a 2 hour drive so leaving a day early which is today so i can settle in abit as well. i brought waterproof pillow covers, i don't want to risk that chance of ruining their pillow cases if theres any post op leaks (im not allowed to use a certain word but you know what i mean 😏). overthinking much 😆
how are you both this morning?🌈🦄🌻

morning @Sans911 💜 @Snowie  💛 @Appleblossom  ❤ @Faith-and-Hope 💙@MDT 🖤 @Gazza75 💚and all passing through 🧡

im sorry ive not caught up with you all much the past few days but am thinking of you and clicking support wherever i can

[Sans911]

Morning lil Sis @outlander. I'm awake early to feed the cats but I'll probably go back to sleep soon for a couple more hours.

So your surgery is tommorow right? I was the same before my op. Had a long list of things to get done. You'll get there, and if you don't that's OK too. Just don't forget to breathe along the way - that's important 😀

You and @Zoe7 will be in my thoughts all day. I'll be wishing good outcomes for you both.

[MDT]

Hey @outlander
Take it easy this morning mate. You do so much and expect so little in return. You have a good heart 🙂

Thinking of you today my friend 🙏

So many here are supporting you 🙂

[Maggie]

@outlander  Thanks for the update. You have so much on before your op. I hope today goes to plan.

Sending the kindest thoughts your way. 💜💕💜💕☕️☕️☕️❤️❤️🌻🌻🤞🤞🤞

[Gazza75]

Have a good day @outlander , try not to stress out to much today and don't worry if you haven't ticked everything of your list.  It sounds like you have done pretty much everything you need to anyway 🙂

I hope everything goes to plan and wish you the speediest of recoveries.  I'll be around today if you need to talk. 

[Zoe7]

Thank you @Sans911 You are a sweetheart 

Goodluck tomorrow @outlander It will be great to finally have the surgery done. I was so relieved to finally have my wisdom teeth out - having that constant pain fixed was such a relief.