Coming to terms with reality

[eudemonism]

Schizophrenia is a load as far as im concerned. Its perfectly normal human behaviour. Its just been made into a system which money can be made out of. The mental health act clearly states. If environmental factors contribute to the symptoms of schizophrenia a diagnosis cannot be made. And traditional healing practices must be respected. And both of these pieces of law were broken on me. Bye workers of the system. Total misconduct!

[eudemonism]

Its just away of masking people and their problems. And controlling them in the process. Telling someone their is something wrong with them is the best, easiest and most evil way of manipulating, deceiving, brainwashing and controlling them. Then using them as propaganda in the wider community. The traits of a true psychopath is to control. And what has the system done to so many patients? So essentially it is a psychopathic system that controls this country. That people'have more power then...

[eudemonism]

Watching and seeing and sensing my mum and dad's reactions to myself. Tells all for why i have ended up in a position like i have. Im not sure if its human nature. Or just them. But yea. Its easier to understand why things have happened. When you understand other people. Essentially! It is not just me who is experiencing these symptoms of the label of schizophrenia. It is everyone on the face of the god dam planet. But unfortunately. The system needs to make examples of someone. To enforce fear mongering. And develop a sense of power, strength and control over the perfectly normal human behaviour that poses a threat to disrupting the powers that be. And the system. And the people who are apart of the system. Planting gm seeds in the form of humans. And watering them with therapy.

[Former-Member]

hello @eudemonism

I have been watching out for you tonight and you are here

what did you do today?

[eudemonism]

#Therapy and medication

[eudemonism]

Um @Former-Member i called a friend this morning. Had a visitor shortly after. Visited mum and dad for a cuppa. Went to church. Changed my living room around. Went fora walk around the block with dog. And had a couple glasses of port with a friend.

What about you?

[Former-Member]

wow @eudemonism

that would be a full on day for me

my husband's son and wife visited this morning

cooking a slow curry for my husband's daughter coming shortly...they will eat together

I have already eaten...I can't eat too late because I have trouble sleeping and going to bed on a full stomach is too uncomfortable for me as well as keeping me awake

lovely that you spent time with your mum and dad

how are you liking the new look in your living room? did you feng shui it? or just wanting a change?

I remember you saying that it was on your long list of things to do

[eudemonism]

Yea its better. Swapped things around. Changed the position of chairs and the TV. And set my table into a dining table instead of desk. And got two mats out of the laundry cupboard and laid them out. Its a good layout.

Mmm slow curry sounds good. What meat are you using? And what type of curry is it? Are they your step children?

I had wraps for tea. Now laying down, checking the net and watching TV in the background.

[Former-Member]

@eudemonism

the recipe is north indian butter chicken....I slow cook it and add vegetables as well....add brown rice

they are children of my husband....they are adults so I dont refer to them as step children..I have my children and he has his...we just call each other by name...

do you have any brothers or sisters?

yes that layout sounds inviting especially having a dining table where your guests can sit with you

[NikNik]

@Adek , @Former-Member , @Former-Member @LouLouMagoo
I have combined the two discussions. Should be all sorted now 🙂