Support for Flowerlove22

[Ru-bee]

Hey @Sunnyside226 if you've decided that you'd like to close your account at the end of the week we'll totally respect that decision and help you with that. I did just want to let you know that there are other options too, like putting your account on pause in case you'd like to come back and use it later. 

Either way it's been lovely getting to know you here. Is there anything that brought on this decision? Anything we could maybe help with?

[rav3n]

@Sunnyside226 sorry to hear you're feeling worse. sending you some healing energy, hoping things get better this week 💙

i'm having a coffee now too! do you like your new coffee?

keen to see the drawing whenever you're ready to share!

[Sunnyside226]

Everything is my fault @Ru-bee 

Ok I do nothing right.   Feeling suicidal is wrong feeling hurt is wrong feeling about anything is wrong    

Having a place where people should be allowed to how their feel without judgement.    

I'm feeling numb  I'm fed up of my life.   

On Friday  I'll message the mod to delete my account. Goodnight take care  @Ru-bee    being alone in my own thoughts is what I need I right now. 

[Ru-bee]

Okay, if you're needing to be alone right now that's completely fine @Sunnyside226 we're here if you need us.

We can also talk more about wanting a space to talk without judgement if you'd like, but when you're feeling ready.

[Sunnyside226]

 

There's my ugly drawing  

@Ru-bee @rav3n  

[Sunnyside226]

@rav3n  are you still drinking your coffee?   

The new one is different  

I'm sorry for before 💙🖤🫂  

[rav3n]

@Sunnyside226 just finished my coffee now! i kept forgetting to drink it lol, how about you?

WOWWW i love the drawing so much!! the detail is amazing 😍
did you name the dog you're drawing?

that's okay, i know it's a time for you🫂
do you have any strategies/activities that help you feel calm, safe or happy? let's make a list 🙂

[Sunnyside226]

@rav3n   I got a 2L coffee today.  I've had some I am making a hot one 

What coffee did you have?  

I finished  other drawing before I was very cranky   

Now I am  imagining.  What I would do if I was rich  

Sure yeh we can do a list together 💙🫂 

@rav3n  how is Mr bunny?   Is he your only pet? 

[Sunnyside226]

Pain 

Thoughts 

Struggle 

Feeling numb I'm a burden to my siblings    hurts  to not cry.  

When I need them they aren't there.   I'll never forget them  

[Sunnyside226]

I know this is week later  

Is Greece and Egypt  close together?   

There's a couple of places I really wanna go  

Yes traveling  would cost a lot of money  one day I'll travel the world 

Mint milkshake are good,  have you had   caramel banana one?   

You have a new puppy?   How is the cats going with that?     

Maybe   it's not much  but  we started putting money aside to build our new home  we are thinking of moving states that's my achievement  

@Ru-bee  how  are you 😊💙