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[TAB]

Oh Im not really bothered about friends @oceangirl
I talk to strangers sometimes , well did other day about empty shelves in shops
Just dont like it when few friends have too busy to talk guess am making a case to get out more lol
Yeah no partner no kids never will be. Then boat has floated 10 plus years ago even at most optimistic expectations lol
Need to get to gym and work on interests

[TAB]

Um all ph appts these days was pain specialist was cardiologist, endocrinologist etc
On list to get thyroid removed going to be years w covid @Meowmy

[MDT]

Hey OG @oceangirl
I had similar feelings on tuesday when i was in a panic state.
If you are concerned by all means go to hospital. Its your call and you have our support. Gotta do whats right for you.
I laughed a bit when you said its hard to meet people - not because i want to be dismissive but because i can totally relate. I'm notcing that these days too.
There is always hope by putting out good things into the world.
I said to the matches i had on a dating app that i wasnt interested and that i hope they had a good time finding whatthey want in life. I wanted to be genuine to them because ghosting hurts people. Plus its not me to be like it.

Anyways i hope you find some peace my friend. God knows we need it in this weird age and time

[oceangirl]

@TAB I'm started to feel the same re friends. And I can't see myself with a partner because I have been on my own too long. Will focus my time with my dogs, gym and other interests. What happen to your boat? 

[oceangirl]

@TAB I have a few different specialist- surgeon, cardiologist, physchatrist ( not currently seeing one).Are you able to get it done privately (thyroid) or public ( but go private)? 

[TAB]

not going there re private @oceangirl 

been told gap would be $7k if private, so am just waiting

[oceangirl]

Hey Hams @MDT 

I feel like this most of the time and I am struggling to function re severe fatigue. I means a lot to have your support. A friend said I spend too much time looking things up but I don't neccessary agree.. In any case I am looking for more information. I will take that with a grain of salt.

We are not alone in this- many people have similar experiences (meeting people). But just remember some relationships or friendships are not what they seem. In reality they don't care too much about each other (fake). I am not saying that to be negative. It comes out in how they treat others (unkind). I am not sure if I am explaining myself well here. We are going to have a better year- good vibes.

I am hoping for more calmness and peace. BTW how did you deal with your panic attack? 

[Bunniekins]

@oceangirlHey oceangirl  my mental health nurse said try to avoid hospital due to covid. Be safe oceangirl xxxxx

[Former-Member]

Same consensus for mental health care in QLD @Bunniekins. My doc said go if immediately urgent. Otherwise a lot of bed rest and coping strategies. So kind of makeshift homemade hospital. Good luck with everything too @oceangirl! You can make it through this.

[Former-Member]

I'm on the not-married-no-friends list too @oceangirl and @TAB. Online is my only community base now, as well as social support (support workers) and other social programs which NDIS are refusing to fund grrr I won't rave tonight. I need a psychiatrist to help me cope properly. Society is very isolating and belittling now. Even my poor support workers are helping me find self-soothing ways to cope when they're with me for excursions and gardening.