Not Coping

[Birdofparadise8]

Not yet I’m waiting for a reply @ENKELI 

Yeah well there are people my age and one particular member and I have been talking since she joined recently and she has been such a support for me. Will she like think I’m ghosting her or what or worse?

[Birdofparadise8]

Yeah that would be hard @ENKELI 

It will be two hours with daylight saving right? 

[ArraDreaming]

maybe you could discuss that with them @Birdofparadise8 explain to them that you would like to let your friends know you are having a break, they might post on your behalf or they might let you on to do it…

[Birdofparadise8]

Yes an email account suspended. 
I can’t even say goodbye to the people I talk to they might think I’m not alive or something. 
they might think I don’t want to talk to them anymore. 
how can that be. I can’t be like that. I don’t do that to people. I don’t just leave. 
I would have been semi okay if I could have just done one post and said I’d been gone for 8 weeks but no I went straight on and I have a 80,000 + ban on the page. 
I wish my parents weren’t here I want to cry. I’m over this shit keeps happening over something to silly. If it’s about the bloody football I’m going to be so made. I don’t see why I can’t say I’m going to a football game. It’s not fair. They know how I feel about this. It’s a MH forum and you go there for support but they they ban you and you can’t get any then you have so many feeling of rejection. 
@ArraDreaming @ENKELI 

[Birdofparadise8]

I can’t stop refreshing my emails to see if they reply and I bet the won’t even respond I’ll be really mad if they don’t. 
they can’t do that and not give me an answer. 

[ENKELI]

@Birdofparadise8 I don't know hon, I can only pray she finds out that you haven't disappeared but have been restricted.

They really need to tell you before banning you, like send you a warning saying you are going to be banned and then if they really think you should be banned, do it then.

As you say, it's a MH forum, ffs.

I'm gobsmacked, seriously.

Yes once dst is finished it will be a 2 hour difference. 

[ENKELI]

@ArraDreaming that's a great idea, and they might even post on your behalf @Birdofparadise8 

[Birdofparadise8]

I know I just sent a second email @ENKELI 

I do hope they respond and I’ll have more info, but I’m not sure they will, but with how angry I am and I was in my email I hope they do. 
this is so unfair if it’s about the bloody football why can they just delete it and let me know. No need to ban. 
sorry I feel like this will go on for a bit now and will take me a while to get over so bear with me. 

[Birdofparadise8]

Yeah I sent a second email and asked about that @ArraDreaming @ENKELI 

the end of the email said best wishes and take care yeah right no true at all. 

[ENKELI]

@Birdofparadise8 are your parents physically with you at the moment?
I know you can't talk to your parents but maybe in this case you need to.