Riding a wave

[Former-Member]

Hi @Bpd_Syd how are you?

[Phoenix_Rising]

I am in total chaos now. I need help and there is nobody. I'm so confused. Apparently the rules have changed and asking for support here from a moderator isn't ok anymore. I don't understand. I am bewildered. Please help me to understand @CheerBear @Zoe7 @Faith-and-Hope. I need CherryBomb, I need NikNik, I need Lauz. I need somebody SAFE. I really really really really need Cherrybomb right now. If we can't seek support from a moderator here anymore than Forum Land is no longer safe. Please help me to understand.

[Phoenix_Rising]

I really want Cherrybomb. I really really really want Cherrybomb. I really really really really really Cherrybomb.

[Zoe7]

I honestly do not know what to say @Phoenix_Rising other than I am here with you and am listening. I know how much your miss Cherrybomb when the big feelings are getting even bigger - so all I have to offer is that I am listening and here to ride these waves with you.

[Zoe7]

Get it out @Phoenix_Rising ...

[Phoenix_Rising]

I don't understand why the rules have changed. I super badly want CherryBomb. Why am I suddenly being told it is unreasonable to expect a moderator to check in when I use @Former-Member. When did this rule change? I don't understand. I DON'T UNDERSTAND ZOE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[CheerBear]

I don't understand at the moment either @Phoenix_Rising but I can understand how much you need someone to help you understand and I get how and why you would be in total chaos. 

I wish there was something more I could say than I am here listening and I will do what I can to help understand this too. 

[Phoenix_Rising]

I don't understand. I practiced waiting and waiting and waiting and then I called and they said I can't ask a moderator to check in. The support I have here is all I have. Everything is SO triggered now. SO very very very triggered. None of this makes sense. I want Cherrybomb, I want NikNik. I want everything to be like it was when they would hang out with us in the evenings. I don't understand why everything has changed.

[Zoe7]

I can hear that @Phoenix_Rising and I am a bit bewildered also. But I also know that there have been many changes (which neither of us cope at all with) and with those changes there will always be things we just don't understand. As hard as it is to hear that (and for me to write that) we sometimes just need to accept it. That is why I am sitting here with you as I know this will just add to your muddle.

[Phoenix_Rising]

I want Cherrybomb @CheerBear. Everything felt so super safe when she was here in the evenings. It felt so super super super safe. Now nothing feels safe. I'm so confused. Nothing feels safe.