Am Not Coping

[Former-Member]

And thanks @Former-Member to you as well

[Zoe7]

no - not such a good night @Former-Member definitely feeling the effects today Nell  Massive headache and very, very weak. Another day of couch island 

[Zoe7]

Always nice chatting with you @Former-Member 

You feeling a bit better today? (despite the heat)

[Zoe7]

@NikNik what is your favourite colour (other than yellow....) ?

[Former-Member]

@Zoe7 yeah feeling a bit better I am waiting for my mentors to come home for their suprise

[Zoe7]

so pleased you are feeling a bit better - it was a tough night for you but you did so well buddy 

Are you giving them a surprise or are you getting one @Former-Member?

[Former-Member]

I did up their yard while they were away @Zoe7 spend the last few days doing that

[Zoe7]

awww @Former-Member - there is that kind heart of yours again buddy. I am sure they will absolutely love it - you are awesome 

[Faith-and-Hope]

Oh well done @Former-Member .... that’s the best sort of surprise, and so personal cos you’re using your own skills !! 

Cant think of a better way to give back to people who have helped to support you .....

Yeah, still feeling tired @Zoe7 @Former-Member ..... this decision has been a long time coming.  I have felt unsupported for so long, and still do by most of the professionals who have been gathering around us. Making this decision has restored my sense of autonomy, and effectively taken me out of the equation.  I will still be here, but I have changed the dynamic that they have (incorrectly in my opinion) presumed to be the central / conflicting one.

[Former-Member]

Thanks @Zoe7 i know it's only small compared to what they did for me but it's a I can give to say thanks right now @Faith-and-Hope