Am Not Coping

[Bubbles3]

thanks @Shaz51

[Zoe7]

@Faith-and-Hope - these are from @outlander 

 

[Zoe7]

That is not good news at all @Owlunar  You are so strong and I do so admire your resilience 

@Bubbles3 I will definitely be thinking of you this afternoon - you have had such a tough time lately (yes an understatement I know ) so hopefully they can help you this afternoon 

[Former-Member]

Thinking of you @Faith-and-Hope and sending you lots of love and hugs.

💜💕💗💟💜💕💗💟💜💕💗💟💜💗💟

🌹🌼🌸🌹🌼🌸🌹🌼🌸🌹🌼🌸🌹🌼🌸

☕🍰🍦

[Owlunar]

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@Bubbles3 wrote:

thats not good about your knee @Owlunar

hope you get it sorted out soon

kids- well there kids.i cant wait for them to go back to school, but then again i am loving my lay in , in the morning. i can sleep until about between 8 and 10 in the morning. the kids trash the house but its so worth it. but i do miss school rutine. having the day to my slef. you cant beat that. i feel like a bad mum saying all this. but i think every mum is different

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I don't think you're a bad mum at all @Bubbles3 - you've got three children close together and you have psychological issues as well - I do read some of them though I don't know how to answer them

Before we have children we have no idea how hard it will be - my mother had my sister when I was old enough to see the work that had to happen and I was amazed when a friend of mine who was expecting at the same time I was waiting for an adoption said

"How much work can a little baby make anyway?"

Still - when my son arrived I was totally disabused of my former ideas - it is a huge amount of work and it changes but doesn't get less

Take life day by day - that's all we can do - sometimes minute by minute

Nothing is happening to my knee yet - I am walking with crutches when I leave the house but maybe the idea of an operation is on my mind and I keep pushing it away - but really - I am just trying to get my head back into the right place about it - I will be okay but thanks

Dec

[Bubbles3]

thanks @Zoe7

its only been about the med change. i think its coming up to 3 weeks now since i have started them. seeing some improvment but not all the way there yet. still hearing the voices so there not wrking properly yet. but im not crying every day now which is an improvement, hahaha

i just have to see what they say today

thank @Zoe7

[Bubbles3]

thanks @Owlunar

i know its hard. its been the hardest thing iv ever had to do. and its even harder with having mental health issues ontop of that. i do try to seperate my MH issues from the kids but sometimes it hard to do that. my 8 and 7 year old know what happening, i dont anything from them because it scares them even more. my 5 years old does really understand any thing yet but i know he will soon as he gets older

[Zoe7]

@Bubbles3 I am in the process of changing meds also and the side effects are not good - especially at night time. Over the next week that is going to get even trickier - need to wait and see what happens though - but constant monitoring by GP is needed. 

I hope you continue to improve with yours Bubbles. Look forward to hearing an update after your appointments 

[Zoe7]

@Faith-and-Hope 

[Bubbles3]

thanks @Zoe7

hope your med change over goes better than mine.

at the start i had to see doc 2 time  a week. it just wasnt good . i wasnt in a good place. getting better but still not there yet