Am Not Coping

[Zoe7]

@Faith-and-Hope nothing may have been discussed today in regards to WH but it may not have been the right time - psychs are pretty good at sussing out when certain topics/issues should be brought up - hang in there Hon - keep the faith that it will happen and the hope alive that everything will work out  S2 may be keeping it close to his chest for now also trying to work things out for himself first - you say he is an intelligent young man so that is quite possible.

Whatever way 'the cookie crumbles' - walking with you and holding your hand all the way sweetheart 

[Pepsimax]

Hi @Faith-and-Hope how did it go with S2 been thinking of you @Zoe7 hope you get a good sleep again tonight

[Shaz51]

hello @Pepsimax, how are you today xx

[Faith-and-Hope]

Thanks @Zoe7 ......

I don't need to know any details, whether S2 discussed it or not, and if so, what was discussed ..... I just didn't want any major fall-out that we couldn't cope with as a result.

The pdoc said that he was going to inform
S2 about my phone call, and presumably it's content, but it could have ended up being as simple as "did your mother tell you she rang me and did she tell you what she spoke to me about ?"

If S2 answered yes to that, the pdoc may have asked if he wanted to comment, and S2 said no ..... if I am not told at some stage, then I will never know, and that is okay .....

These are all the small bridges I need to cross, and some of them other family members will be crossing with me, others they won't, and I won't be crossing all of their bridges either ..... but it has to all be worked out somehow.

We have survived today ..... S2 and WH are both home with no sign of anything amiss, except WH asking how to flavour rice to add to his afternoon meal ...... ???? I suspect he has been directed to a dietician, but I can't be sure, and at this stage he is unlikely to tell me.

[Pepsimax]

Hi @Shaz51 I'm fine thanks how did you go at the specialist today been busy but resting now

[Shaz51]

sending you hugs @Faith-and-Hope 

what have you been doing @Pepsimax xx

I am ok , the kidney is stable which is good news xx

[Pepsimax]

I went out this morning to a launch of a booklet that I helped put together about family and domestic violence

[Zoe7]

@Pepsimax I am hoping to get some sleep tonight again also - my head is abit full of 'things' atm but I will take my early evening meds soon and hopefully that will help a little. It is already getting dark here and that certainly doesn't help. You know exactly what I am talking about re the night times!!!

[oceangirl]

Hi my sis @Shaz51

Glad to hear you had good news today re: kidney function

[Faith-and-Hope]

Hi @Pepsimax .... 😊

Thanks for asking about me.  I have posted a couple of times above, if you want to scroll back up ....

So far, so good, anyway.