Am Not Coping

[Bubbles3]

my whole body is dying. i have lung disease (RB-ILD) AND Emphysema @Faith-and-Hope

https://ojrd.biomedcentral.com/articles/10.1186/s13023-014-0106-8

https://www.medicinenet.com/emphysema_lung_condition/article.htm

[Bubbles3]

i kow i should be eating soft food but im do lazy. i have just started to eat salad last night. so i might have that again tonight but it still hurts the next day @Faith-and-Hope

[Bubbles3]

oh and i have liver damage from all the drinking in the past @Faith-and-Hope. my body is just fked. its ready to shit it self

[Faith-and-Hope]

I am so glad you found us @Bubbles3 ..... all that must be so hard to live with, and each day for your children is precious .....

I know I am loving your artwork, and your photos of Gizmo and the other birds .... and you are lovely company when you are not upset ..... and it’s okay when you are upset and struggling to cope.  You have an awful lot to cope with .... ❣️

I think you are an amazing battler @Bubbles3 ....

I love that you have created BUBBLES WORLD  to share all your positive and creative aspirations with us .....

WTG Hon  ..... 💜💐💕💜💐💕💜💐💕💜

[Bubbles3]

thanks @Faith-and-Hope. i thought i was borring you with all my promblems. but you are so sweet say them things. thanyou. f&h. did you read each one.

it is hard to live with but im getting there. one day at a time

[Bubbles3]

thats the sweetest thing thing anyone has said to me in a long time @Faith-and-Hope

[Faith-and-Hope]

Yes, I read them @Bubbles3 ..... 💜

[Zoe7]

Hi Hon. I spent nearly an hour at the beach. Toby had a lovely time. I did take some photos for you but will post them a little later when my phone is charged 

I know you are going to be jumping out of your skin proud of me @Faith-and-Hope - I walked the beach today. It took some time but I made it  I am super tired now but it was worth it. Little Toblerone had such a good time. He got pats off everyone (of course) and didn't play in the water until we walked back. He is also learning not to run and jump on people but to sit in front of them (waiting for a pat of course lol). He is the absolute oppposite of his mummy  I even talked briefly to a couple of people - and one was a male 

My parents and sister came over a short while ago (mum and sister got back this afternoon). There was an 'issue' that came up to do with something dad does (can't mention it here) and as I could feel the anxiety rise - I found a number for him to call and I went outside and left them to sort it out through the channels I had given them. Completely removed myself from the situation and then gently pushed them towards the door afterwards. I am getting there Hon 

Hope you have had a better day today and thankyou and CB for everything you have done for me today (and always) 

[Faith-and-Hope]

Oh @Zoe7 .... I am so, so proud of you ..... ❣️

So much achieved in one day .... 🤗💕

I do hope this helps you to sleep a little better tonight .... just an increment at least ....

In any case you have a lovely new memory to keep under your pillow.

🌐 💃 🎶

And that was a fabulous use of coping skills with your family .... so good .....

[Former-Member]

@Zoe7that is a super well done job, you should be so proud of yourself.  I am sure Toby is very grateful for his outing!