Am Not Coping

[Shaz51]

D3 blew up at me this morning -- ohh no @Faith-and-Hope 

hope you are ok my friend and how is S2

On monday I sent a 8  text messages to the children and their partners and I recieved 4 messages back

[Zoe7]

Glad to hear D3 is out and about with a friend @Faith-and-Hope How is your painting coming along?

Hi @Shaz51 and @Pepsimax 

[Faith-and-Hope]

Had stopped painting for a couple of days @Zoe7 .... but only cos things got a bit too busy. D3 is really low in Vit D now too ..... which won't be helping her mood or immunity ..... but we're onto it now.

Had just picked up my paintbrush again now and have been called by D3 to pick her up ..... she's only 5mins away, so will be back to it again shortly.

[Faith-and-Hope]

S2 is up and down @Shaz51 ..... 😔

[Zoe7]

Sorry @Faith-and-Hope I haven't read how anyone has been going the last few days - been totally offline (in more ways than one). Been relying heavily on meds to get me through - not ideal I know but necessary the last couple of days. Can't see it changing much over the weekend - I just want to sleep - but with that comes the nightmares so the cycle continues. So if I 'disappear' don't worry about me - just trying to get through this. I will be thinking of you though Hon 

[Faith-and-Hope]

Thinking of you too @Zoe7 .... very much.

💚💐💕🦋

[Faith-and-Hope]

@Zoe7 .... 💜🦋💕

[Zoe7]

I miss chatting to you @Faith-and-Hope but I just don't have anything to offer at the moment.

[Faith-and-Hope]

I am just starting to make my way around this new iPad.  It has got a far more sophisticated art app on it - I splashed out to get one with a drawing stylus.  I have been "fingerpainting" on my last one, but this will give me the ability to add a lot of detail.

Trouble with all new things though is that you have to take the time to learn how they work .... and I'm thinking ... groaaan .....  At least it's something that I don't need to be on top of right now.  My tuck it into my sleeve for further down the line when I am seeking major distraction .....

[Faith-and-Hope]

@Zoe7  .... 😄