Sorry @Faith-and-Hope I haven't read how anyone has been going the last few days - been totally offline (in more ways than one). Been relying heavily on meds to get me through - not ideal I know but necessary the last couple of days. Can't see it changing much over the weekend - I just want to sleep - but with that comes the nightmares so the cycle continues. So if I 'disappear' don't worry about me - just trying to get through this. I will be thinking of you though Hon