The Weekly Friday Feast

[Zoe7]

I will see what I can do @greenpea 

[greenpea]

@Zoe7 are you doing it now?

[greenpea]

@Zoe7 Wow amazing if you could do that. You are clever 🙂 xxx

[Zoe7]

I can if you would like me to @greenpea 

[TAB]

Bleib trau @Appleblossom @ apfelblumen 😸

[Appleblossom]

Ah well @TAB you survived and they probably did too.

Often the class clown profile is egalitarian rather than malicious and humour can be a great leveller.

Not fun being the butt tho.

I started by making myself the butt which sometimes back fired but it was at least good to know I could make people laugh, even if it was at my own expense. 

These days I am trying not to put self down even for a laugh, a work in progress.

Glad you are still, around on the forum.

[greenpea]

@Zoe7 Yes please Zoe7 🙂

[greenpea]

@Zoe7 Zoe7 would I be pushing the friendship for lots of medals .... 😛

[TAB]

Aww the humour/persona was in response to an escalating need starting near lower cliques then rising of verbal then physical threats/stuff. I grew up healthy on farm despite no sport or no idea how to throw a punch lucky I was still physically stronger then nearly everyone within a year or two older so managed to survive/get muddled drawn out improvised wrestling solutions . They ended up all confused and confronted and sought me out sometimes for clarification on my random outbursts in class. I was probably more confused than they were

[TAB]

I struggle to do self deprecation/humour these days @Appleblossom everything’s all a bit too real re life and circumstances and how I do or do not deal with that