Good thinking @Snowie Damn technology can be both helpful and a curse at times hey!
Sorry it was a hard night for you Hon but not unexpected - all those feleings coming back and not knowing what to do with them - it is super hard ...I hear you on that 
I am okay - just getting by. Going to be a very long and full on week so preparing myself for it as best I can. We are planning for the first 4 weeks of next term so it will be a lot of sitting around, organising, writing and talking. I am lucky to work in a lovely team though so we will support each other. They have been great this week - allowed me some space, given me time to work through some things and supported me when I was obviously not okay ...everything piled up and got to me finally but hopefully I am through the worst now.
Love that image @Snowie Pretty much sums up life at the moment - for both of us I imagine I would love to close myself off from the world right now but still need to go into work. I am definitely looking forward to the holiday break but also fear I will slide backwards with nothing to actually get up for ...see how it goes I suppose!
I am definitely limiting my time and connections here - too much hurt to overcome - from so many ...and cannot deal with other's pain (apart from supporting a few that I hold very close to my heart). You of course are one of those Hon and I appreciate your support more than any words I could write right now. I have been incredibly hurt by some that I have supported (sometimes alone) for years - short memories some people - but that is now their cross to bear.
