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[Snowie]

Can understand that @Eve7 I know they care and just want to see you safe. I guess they have a duty of care too, but it does make it hard for us.

I'm worried if I tell my pdoc the truth (especially about yesterday) then he will do something about it and I won't have a choice. I know if he doesn't know then he can't help but still scared.

Worried about that visitor on the door step too. 

[Snowie]

I'm sorry that happened to you @creative_writer especially when the pdoc was meant to be helping you. Unfortunately it was a family member who says these things to me.

That sounds yummy for tea. I just cook things that the whole family will eat.

Hopefully I can say what is needed. I guess if I don't then it's my fault. Can't get help unless I ask for it.

[creative_writer]

@Snowie it’s hard if a support blames you. It’s also hard when family blames you too. I have been fortunate that my parents have never blamed me, but it doesn’t take away my childhood trauma. It’s hard when parents have their own issues. The oldest child often is prone to being emotionally neglected too. It is rough with family, because you want to be able to turn to family for support but you’re not always able to get it.

It’s not your fault if it’s too hard to say. Are you able to give the paper to your pdoc if you are unable to read it?

[tyme]

Hugs @Snowie 

[Eve7]

I really don’t want pdoc to worry about me @Snowie anyway enough of that.

Im having eggs on toast tonight, back to reality after being spoilt last night but Ill do an Irish stew tomorrow for St Patrick’s day. I don’t know why I bother but the food has been bought.

[tyme]

Hey @Eve7 @creative_writer @outlander  too. 

I've missed you all

[Snowie]

@creative_writer I'm lucky I have a hubby who supports me. There are some family members that I don't see anymore that show no support. I had no choice but to remove them from my life.

Thats really good to hear that you have your parents support. I hope they continue to support you.

My appt. with pdoc is tele health tomorrow, so I have to say it out loud.

@Eve7 Eggs on toast sounds yummy and easy to make! I hope your St Patriks day stew comes out good. Will you be able to make a few meals out of it.

Hi @tyme I hope you weekend is going well

I'm trying to do the right thing, but it is just so hard.

[creative_writer]

@Eve7 I get that you don’t want your pdoc to worry, it’s a natural repose. Sending you healing vibes💖

Hi @tyme how are you?

[creative_writer]

@Snowie I am able to get some support from parents in certain aspects of my life, which I am grateful for. My dad is still supporting me financially. I also don’t have to cook all my meals. Though I am not able to get enough support emotionally, but I can live with that.

The really toxic person in my family is my late uncle’s wife. We never see her and barely saw my uncle. He died on the young side, and I sort of blame her. It’s also sad I don’t know my cousins from that side either. Sometimes you do need to place boundaries with toxic people to protect your sanity.

If your pdoc has an email address, you can always email if needed

[tyme]

Sitting with you @Snowie , sounds so hard for you right now.

Hugs