Riding a wave

[Former-Member]

I'm sorry.

[Phoenix_Rising]

Super giant wave.

[CheerBear]

Morning @Phoenix_Rising and all in the ocean.

Calling past to see how you're going this morning and to remind you that I am here, and will be here even when I'm not.

I really hope the waves settled for you and the ocean is calmer this morning. I very, very badly wish we could phone talk also.

[Phoenix_Rising]

@Former-Member I am in utter crisis. 

I do not matter,

I'm only one person,

Destroy me completely,

Then throw me away.

[Phoenix_Rising]

I need some help and there is no one. Shhhhhh don't tell. Dirty little secret. Don't tell. HURTING SO SO SO SO BADLY.

I do not matter, 

I'm only one person,

Destroy me completely,

Then throw me away.

[Former-Member]

I hear you @Phoenix_Rising

Sounds like you are riding some big waves this morning. I'm here and keeping an eye on the ocean. Binoculars are on 🙂 

I hope this helps in some small way. I hear you. 

[Phoenix_Rising]

@CheerBear I need you to know without knowing. I need you to know it's not ok. I need you to tell me it's not ok. I need you to tell me this is so so so wrong. I need you to know. Please know. Please know without knowing. 

[CheerBear]

I know without knowing. I can feel it and hear it @Phoenix_Rising. It is not ok and it's very wrong. I am understanding without needing to know and I'm with you with it.

[Catcakes]

I’m here too @Phoenix_Rising and I hear that you are struggling with big waves.
Secrets are hurtful but you can rise above this horrible wave. You are such a good swimmer,
I will stay here with you if it helps ❤️

[Phoenix_Rising]

It HURTS @CheerBear. I don't matter. I don't matter. I don't matter. It's not ok. It's so wrong. All people do not have equal worth. The wellbeing of one will be sacrificed for the wellbeing of another. I am the one of lesser value. I do not matter. There was a choice and they chose the other. I do not matter. Please hear me @CheerBear.