Thanks, @eth. Yes, I am being supported in real life. Just saw my GP yesterday. I told her I was feeling depressed. She made note of it and we agreed it was probably down to the medication changes. Mostly we dealt with physical health stuff. A lot of it was good news (okay cholesterol this time, and liver enzymes looked okay, also okay iron and B12). These are things I have had previous trouble with. But there's something that may need further gynie testing. Maybe/maybe not. She's going to have a talk to the doctors in outpatients at the hospital and get back to me on that. No, it's not all hard times. Just the hardness when it happens has been hitting me harder than usual. But, like now, I can feel okay sometimes too.