stupid is probably a better word than fearless @Catcakes @Faith-and-Hope LOL

As for ups and downs on the forum - we all have them in some form or another - but the community here keeps bringing most of us back - sometimes it is about just connecting with those you feel closest to and other times you can spread your wings further - it really does depend on the individual and self-care is extremely important. That is something that can often take a little longer to realise for the individual's well-being on here with all that we go through with others @Catcakes but you seem to be negotiating that particular part of the forum quite well yourself - something else to tell your psychologist maybe - you are realising when self-care needs to be done outside of the forum as well as using it for support