I am definitely not wishing I didn't ask @Former-Member - you can vent away as much as you need Hon.

It sounds like a really tough couple of days.I understand the 'every day something triggersme' part very well - there is a lot I don't put on here but much like you if feels like there are triggers everywhere  I was triggered last night by something on here and I chose to stay and try to work around it until I made myself feel sick - then I had to leave - but I didn't let on that I had been triggered - so totally get that feeling of being constantly 'knocked over'.

I do not however have the same worries as you with your daughter and I so much feel for what you are both going through. I hope you know we are walking beside you and willing to support you as much as we possibly can along this horribly bumpy road