I am not surprised you are feeling a bit 'numbed out' @Faith-and-Hope - what a big day for you Hon. I can imagine how much pain you have taken on from others today and that you are coping with this the best way you can
I wish I could take it away for you sweetheart - I really do!
It is so nice of your friend to come over because you can't go out - that really is very sweet - what a lovely friend you have 
I really, really, really wish I could have a print of your painting too - but I do have an image in my mind and that will have to do I suppose!!!!
My sister told me today that her partner really liked the paintings I was doing (they were here to pick up their dog who stayed with me for a night a couple of weeks ago). She told him 'that's good because one is for us'. He was pretty happy with that.
When she told me what she would like I immediately thought of you as it includes deep pink roses - so without her knowing it there will be a little of you in that one also @Faith-and-Hope 