Hi @utopia

I slept for a couple of hours. Started to notice earlier that I wasn't doing so good and thought sleep might help. Then my sister came around with her dog. I put on a brave face but could not wait for her to leave. Was on edge the whole time thinking what drama has she brought with her this time. There wasn't any as it turns out just a visit. I'm always standing on eggshells with her wondering what she will say and what kind of mood she will be in - not a nice feeling! I am getting better at telling her when I don't need to hear anymore or she isn't speaking appropriately to me but it still causes anxiety.

I hope by now the calf has pooed - or the winner has been drawn out of a hat - and you are $1000 richer!

Just going to feed my fur babies and will be back soon xxx