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What you have done @Faith-and-Hope will most likely be the best thing for EVERYONE in the long run Hon. There will no longer be anyone to 'blame' and hopefully the full extent of WH's illness will come to light and he can begin to receive more help. Your baby dragons will also be able to see how much you have done for the whole family - at your own detriment - for many, many years. When the dust settles a little Hon - you can begin 'living' again