I have stopped expecting anything in my life to have a positive outcome. Even when I dare to think there may be a flicker of hope - that is soon extinguished. Time after time after time the outcome is always the same. I know where I need to be and I know where I belong - that is so very clear to me.

I am a single rain drop falling into the ocean - invisible on the way down, quickly swallowed when I land and lost in the darkness that surrounds me!