I am a mess ... my daughter's depression has risen again where she has be miserable the last couple of days and barely spoken to me ... whilst my son ... well my son is mad ... and in many ways the catalyst for my daughters depression but not all of it. As for me I feel like I am keeping it all together just .... clinging onto the edge of a cliff by the finger tips. 

Part of me says stick it out things will get better ... whilst another part says run ... run with my children in tow and get the hell away from everything. Just run away from the shackles of mi and leave everything and just run ...