You're not sorry really @utopia lol 

They were definitely both happy tears and a little built up anxiety at the same time. 

Yes Cat is very naughty - I was so looking forward to my roast chicken with heaps of vegies and gravy. It really isn't the same with just vegies and gravy lol

Toby is a Maltese Shih Tzu cross - they need alot of looking after - he gets brushed neary every day and his hair grows quite fast so he has a 'haircut' at least once a month. He usually needs a trim around his eyes a little more often than that though.

My sleep does seem to be heading in a better direction - the tough days and nights are still really hard but I think I am doing a little better at 'riding them out' - not easy still but getting there.

You sound a little more positive too - onwards and upwards my beautiful friend