@Former-Member I am reaching the point where 'they' win because I can't get past it. 'They' have taken away any self-belief I may have had and now are taking away my will. Anyone who says that I am letting this happen does not even remotely get how painful it is to relive the trauma(s) over and over without any relief - and to know that any 'therapy' that may help is not possible while I am so sick - I am in a no-win situation.
@Eden1919 please stick around if you are up to it