I can only say, I feel l am continually witnessing your growth with every post you post @MDT . You really have come so far in the last 2 years or so.
It's good to crave experiences, because I believe it helps up growth. It will also help us see that the 'negative' experiences are also a chance for growth - like what you mentioned about being angry together.
I'm proud of you @MDT .
You are so articulate in your posts, and I look forward to hearing more updates 🙂