Aw @Former-Member

I did not mean any of those things when I said my message was satirical - satire is often thought to mean the same things as sarcastic - but if I had been sarcastic I would have meant to hurt - I didn't -

I saw your situation at your home as very sad - and it was really hard for me to understand why you were there - I could not and would not have tolerated that from my family - but it is a totally different family - and my family was intentionally cruel and drove me away deliberately - my father was so sorry about all of this - but not the other members of my family - they went on with it and I still sting and do not involve myself in the games

The last years of my mother's life were hateful is a way described by a lot of those words that do not describe satire in the way I meant as a person who has been satirical for most of my life and studied the humour in it at university - actually - satirre is meant to draw the sting and also draws laughter - but when people who use satire laugh are laughing at themselves

I am so sorry - I had no intention at all to hurt you - and I misunderstood the situation which I did see as a soap opera at first but then realised how bad the situation is - and your commitment to stay was something I never have done with my own family without them tearing something out of me - and what my family did to me over decades is something I can never fully relate to anyone -

I don't see you as emotional, dramatic,needy, (I wonder what is wrong with needy anyway) or letting your MI take control

I made a mistake - I think you are wonderful kind past being kind in any way I can be and in using the word satirical I made a mistake

I am glad I stuck with it - and satire does not mean all those words - as cutting as it can be - and it was me who was satirical - not you

I am sorry -

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