Yes - @utopia

You are being honest with yourself - the hardest person in the world to be honest with in the world

I understand what you are saying about being over it all - definitely - I don't think I ever identified with anything else so closely before

I wanted someone to take it all away from me - and one day I was told that there was only one person who could change anything and that was me

I changed everything - even my marital status and my name - my home, my car - whatever could be changed was

You'll get there - I was pretty much were you are once - and boy - look at me now

Share with the nurses if you have one that will understand - wishing you the best

Dec