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@Zoe7. I'm holding your butterfly pillow in my mind and thinking of you and calming down. Thank you. Almost ready for bed. Just waiting for the nurse to come and do a room check (hourly) & then I'll sneak a smoke in the bathroom ' praying the smoke alarm doesn't go off.