Hi forumites @Zoe7 @TAB @Appleblossom @Shaz51 @outlander

I don't want to tag many because I feel like i keep bothering.

I went and got a coffee and a copy of The Weekend Australian paper. I felt like a failure when I got my coffee because they were asking me when I was going overseas. I know it's not from a bad place when they ask it, but it just gets at me. Does this make sense?

I feel a bit pathetic tbh but perhaps this is inevitable when dealing with all this.

I am thinking of going to a meetup tonight but I'm not sure if i can face people. Perhaps this is pride or shame? I am unsure.