hi @NatalieS and thank you

i dont usually create new threads but atm its too hard being on my current thread. anyway.... 

i found out today that my family had a get together and not one person told me- not even mum. they had a great time- as they always do without me but the comments on fb (i rejoined last week after deleting my account) are all about missing my mum who was at work for a few hrs and how they wished she couldve joined the first part of what they were doing.  

just makes me feel like crap knowing how much my family doesnt like, involve or care.