Good Day @Vanessa5  @eudemonism @Former-Member @Adek @Appleblossom @Shaz51

Hope you get this message in good spirit. I had a good day could have been better if I could have got up with the alarm. So, I confess I lost the war to the devil of the sleep who takes away the life of the awake. 

God willing, I hope to jump out of bed with the alarm actually before the sunrise. I do not like going to bed mainly becasue it is such a war getting up. Some time I win and feel good about it the wholeday and I have more energy can do much more.

Today, it was really bad, It felt so bad, I felt my body was lifeless and I could not move at all. I was feeling my heart beat yet I thought I could be dead. As soon as the sun rise I can get up but this is not what I want then I feel like a looser. I hope to win one day. The feeling when I can get up is good. Any ideas what I could do to succeed over the devil? This is really bugging me.

I tell myself that I must get up to the alarm before I go to bet. Yet, I fail. God forgive me for my lack of will power to get up and strenthen me, amen.

I do hope there was an option that I could repond to separate post.

All the best to you all 🙂 Take care