@Phoenix_Rising @CheerBear I am not 'on the forum' at the moment however I am still going to try to participate here with both of you. This may infact also be too hard for me so please accept my apologies in advance if this is the case (which I suspect it will be). The last few weeks have been incredibly tough and that came to a head this morning on here as well as irl. I just can't cope with it all. The upcoming few weeks are going to be even tougher particularly with my present 'state of mind', hospital procedures and gradually changing meds. I do hope that in time I am able to come back and join in with both of you here as it has been something that I was really looking forward to doing (the intellectual interaction rather than the content). So please go ahead without me - I really do wish that it had not come to this for me - but sadly it has.

Thankyou both for including me in the first place - it meant alot.

"Flippers Up" Llittle Turtle and CB