Oh @utopia my heart is absolutely breaking for you my dear friend. I cannot imagine this world without you 😥 and hope beyond hope that the news is better than expected. You may not have been around much for a while but to me you have been (and always remain) one of my closest supports, friends and saviours. We have been through A LOT together but throughout it all what always stays with me is the fun times we have shared - those times meant more to me than you could ever know - they gave me hope, a place to forget and quite often a smile - all of which I had not had for so long. You my beautiful cocky friend are one of the brightest stars in the sky and I am so grateful to have met you. My thoughts are with you as you move forward to find out what is going on - and I hope so much that the news is more positive than you imagine. Hugs and hugs and hugs Hon 💛💛💛💛💛