Wow @Paralyzed what a beautiful, revealing, thoughtful and insightful post.
I am very much like that and you gave me good things to ponder, but also move through my being. lol we don’t want to spend too much time in our heads. Lol
a not very nice person once said I was a stunned bunny in the headlights… so I gather some aspect of my trauma responses are visible to others.
Thank you very much for saving and sharing this with us
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