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It did turn out better than I expected @Faith-and-Hope It's amazing what being in the right 'headspace' one can achieve - think it took me just under an hour to do! Next step is to start with the fields of flowers - was going to start that tonight but too tired - hoping for a good night's sleep (really soon) so I can be up early to start again. How is your competition piece progressing (not surprised if it has stalled for the moment - you have had a lot on and to deal with over the last few days )