Sorry Hon - I did fall asleep last night @Faith-and-Hope I woke up really early this morning, let Toby out and then dozed on and off for the next few hours. It wasn't a good sleep but at least I have slept a little.

It was lovely to wake up and be able to read - and visualise - what you are painting. I have a really lovely image in my mind now  It sounds amazing.

As for WH - he's saying you are the absent parent - what a contradiction  He really is trying to further alienate you with  both his words and actions - playing games and thinking only of himself. I feel for you so much sweetheart - I want to come over there and shake some sense into him - but I also know that wouldn't help - it would just make him out to be more of the 'victim' in this scenario. I really do not know how you keep it together - you truly have the kindest and most courageous soul 

I can however hear how hard this is becoming for you and know inside you are really 'suffering'. I so wish this wasn't happening for you Hon  

If all I can do is be here for you then that is what I will do. I am not in a place to be able to support most people at the moment so my sole focus is being able to be here for you - to be able to do that for you is very important to me - because you are very important to me  I hope that is ok with you!

love and hugs...

Zoe