It's more than okay @Zoe7 ..... the forums give me somewhere I can turn to. 18 months ago when I finally went to the gp with WH I thought that would be tha breakthrough, that I was passing the ball to someone else who could help us, who would take over and manage our situation from then on because I was at my absolute limit

When I found that wasn't so, and the dr didn't seem to be recognising that it was an e.d. (EDNOS can. W really hard to identify b cause the markers are different from AN and BN and BED) ..... he was treating the symptoms but not the cause ..... and I was crying down the phone to an EDV counsellor. She recommended SANE forums, and it made the most unbelievable difference .....

Just to be able to connect with this community, to understand just how loving, giving, suffering, courageous and everything else we find here that people can be helped me get back up on my feet and keep going ..... even though I knew that to keep going meant watching my family slowly fall apart .... or make the choice to take it apart myself and face the firestorm that would have ensued - ill-equipped and iill-prepared - and still not have been able to protect my kids from the outcomes.

To have a whole "hidden" community standing with me here is providing me ongoing courage to persevere. My pain is no more than anyone else around here is suffering ..... we are comrades of the road .....

Thank you so much for being you and being here for me ......

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