@Former-Member I am guessing you may have shared elsewhere on the forum about your confusion? I haven't been in Forum Land very much at all today because Fridays are super busy in my world here in Sydney. Confusion can be a super uncomfortable feeling. I'm sitting with a big muddle at the moment too and I know it is going to stay muddled until I can talk it through with my psychologist on Tuesday. I'm super trying to just sit with it but it is super hard. I like coming to Friday Feast because I find it is a good distraction from my big feelings. I have to concentrate really hard to keep up with the flow of conversation so I find this takes my mind off my muddles. I hope you can similarly enjoy just being here tonight.