Sorry for disappearing so suddenly @CheerBear - as you can probably imagine - those lovely memories are also mixed up with a lot of not so nice ones and it is difficult to think of one without 'feeling' the others. I finally fell asleep but the crying has not helped my headache. If I am not here much don't worry - Tuesday is what I am aiming for - and we can work it out as we go - if that is ok with you as I don't know how productive I will be for a while.