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as for new years resolutions? 1) find stable form of income/work 2) volunteer in something vaguely related to my degree 3) see the USA 4) become emotionally and physically stable 5) be confident in my own masculinity possible 6) try to get into the start up scene possible 7) go back into team sport or martial arts