@Zoe7@frog@Snowie@Former-Member In 45 mins my mother should be here. I have been fighting feelings of SH all night and am now wearing my trusty rubber band around my wrist and have covered up my arms with long sleeves .... hopefully that will do the trick. Am not looking forward to this at all. Just want to hide underneath my covers and pretend this problem will go away.... can feel myself shutting down emotionally but will smile like I always do regardless of how I feel inside because tht is what I do best.

Hoping everyone has a 'goodish' day and will let you all know how it goes if I can stand to that is.