Dear @Bunniekins and all her lovely supporters..

just read this..

It is the hardest thing in the world for a parent to make a decision for ambulance accompanied by police to take child due to risk of danger....they  can restrain patient to bed for safety..

You have been through this and yes said to son at that time would not do again..

look at it as that decision was made around the circumstances at that time..

these are different circumstances. Now..a progression of instances in a short period of time..

he will not understand due to his delusions...this decision is also for his own safety...he would never forgive himself if he hurt you..

you are being his mum and making the call..your real son behind the delusions ..still there ...is terrified..

I have been down this road and nothing I can say to you will make it better..

the one thing that I held onto was my boy is scared to death..he needs his mum

,much love to you Greenpea xx