@CheerBear The laughing problem sounds good, it has a way of lifting weights just a little. Your little crew will be pleases and sad, but next week isn't tooooo far, and benefits outweigh the rest I guess. Little people can understand more than we expect sometimes.

Its a big struggle for me @CheerBear, when dark turns black I get scared. So hard to keep the negative voices at bay. I pushed really hard yesterday and finished one cross stitch. Though I hadn't been out of pjs for days, it was a major achievment, even if internal voices scoff. I don't feel like I'm even taking small steps, but I'm still breathing, at times, that's all that can be achieved. I have to keep going for Furbaby, she's fragile, we need each other. Thanks for asking how I'm doing, I find it so hard to talk about me, to talk about the real stuff. 💕💜💕🐝🐛🕷

@Former-Member Thinking of you.